| i lost...i feel like i lost everything....you're gone and i lost....i
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| oh shit son i'm goin to installs!! lol even though i didn't cross but i'm seriously thinkin about pledgin again...i don't know but i just want to know that i can finish it and cross...again i'm up til 4 and shit hella bored and just thinking about things..me, my friend alfredo and tim went to starbucks and chop it up about hella shit..talkin about girls and stuff like that..i came to realize that girls are gay..lol but whatever though and yeah hopefully this saturday will be fun...but yeah and i also realize that all the girls are the same..anyways imma try to hit the sack so imma just leave it at this and yeah...jesse powell-you that osng is the shitiiiet son!!! |
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| alright since i got some time on my hand imma just write a lil something somethign in here. first of all imma quit every bad thing that i'm doing. i mean i'm not gettin hella fucked up but i just realize that i don't need that kinda shit and that i need to start getting really healthy again like i use to be. work out, run, etc. another thing is that i don't care whatever happens, i always feel like this, like at first i would feel so good whenever i'm with her, then next thing something always comes up and fucks things over. even though i don't tell her but she can tell. but she doesn't know how much it hurts me and imma stop hangin out with her and talk to her much cuz yeah..there are times when i'm close to gettin over her then again it's back to square one. so yeah fuck it's boring in sf so imma just start doing my math hw in a couple of min. oh shit son only 2 more weeks of skoo!! |
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| i'm free...because i know the answers to the questions i've had |
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| yeah i'm bored so imma just type something here in my xanga. so far i'm tryin to get back on track with school but yeah i'm just chilling and tryin to get everything straight...i'm still confuse if i should pledge again or not...it's fuckin botherin me like hell...but yeah i'll see what's up. aside from that man i guess i'm kinda isolating myself from others..too much drama and too much shit to think about. well i'm moving in with my homegirl LAURA SETOOOOOO lol..we gonna try to find a place around here wiht some other people here in sf state..if anyone knows anyone that needs a place to stay next semester holla at me! but yeah hopefully next year will b koo cuz man to start off this year is fuckin hectic..no car...no accomplishments..nothing i've gain so far except that i'm understanding my parents more and we're getting closer each time i see them and i'm greatful for that and i appreciate everything they've done for me day by day..well imma just leave it like this cuz imma bout to go out n eat.. |
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